Day 68 - Lock Down

So I have made brownies,  Smores Cookie Bars and a Taco Bell Crunch Wrap Supreme! I have also done some uni work, and spend a stupid amount of time on tik tok!

That is literally I have done, in the 2 weeks since I last posted!

There is nothing to do, I am always bored! All of the time.

Day 54 - Lock Down

I am incredibly bored now! Someone for the love of good message me or something! I wish I had a puppy! I spend way to much time on tik tok. I need to do some exercise!

Day 49 - Lock Down

So Lock down might be ending tomorrow. I think that would be a bad decision! Our death toll is the highest in Europe, we should not be ending this! We all need to stay inside a little bit longer till this passes and we will all be safe.

I was meant to be flying to Bali in 4 days, and as much as I wish I could go, and even if the lock down ends I still can't go (mainly because everything has been cancelled already) because it wouldn't be the right thing to do. I could risk my life, and the lives of my family. We should all stay inside for another few weeks and then re-evaluate where we are and decide from there if we should lift the lock down or not.

Stay Inside and Save Lives

Some New Tunes

So I finally decided to try and find some new songs to listen to this week! It's not much, but here we go!

After Party by Don Toliver

Lover of Mine by 5 Seconds of Summer

Old Me by 5 Seconds of Summer

Comatose by Jadn

Flowers (feat. Jaykae) by Nathan Dawes

Give them a listen! Stay Inside and Stay Safe!

Day 44 - Lock Down

I had a weird dream the other night involving David Dobrik, twin dwarf hamsters and a Tesla! It was very weird, some brief highlights include David and I adopting twin female dwarf hamsters, me losing them, and then they turned into fully grown human male twins. It was one of the weirder dreams I have had, and I felt the need to share it with you all.

I've nearly finished a second painting, this one of a cat! And I am in the middle of watching all the Marvel movies in Chronological order with my mum!

Day 39 - Lock Down

Finished my paint by numbers yesterday! It looks pretty cool, but I don't know what to do with it now! I just kind of have a painting, with no where to put it. It isn't framed or anything so I can't hang it up, it's just kind of there now!

I've got two more to do! So better get to it!

Day 34 - Lock Down

So I have been in lock down for over a month now! I thought it was getting easier, but the last few days I've been struggling a lot. I find my self pushing my friends away, and not feeling up to socialising, and then I feel bad because what if they need me. But then I just sit there and I just don't want to do anything, whether it is message or videochat. Like today one of my friends created a quiz for us to do as a group and I just couldn't do it. I found myself dreading seeing them and having to talk, it's how I used to feel about going to school or uni. Dreading having to socialise and knowing how to act and what to say. I feel bad because they're my friends and I shouldn't dread seeing them, they're an amazing bunch of people and I love them. But I just couldn't do it.

It's tough, and I wish everything could go back to the way it was, and I wish my trip to Bali hadn't been cancelled, and I could go and visit my friends and family, but we can't right now, and that's just the way it is. And it sucks but we have to deal with it, to keep everyone safe.

Stay Home, Save Lives.