EVEN CLOSER TO HALLOWEEN

So, it is official, I am going as an angel to Halloween... except without wings, and no halo... so I will literally just be dressed in white! With Black heels... So just a white dress, and maybe white eyes! I think it would look alright, I might dye like parts of my hair white, or maybe get a white wig or something, or dye random parts of my hair random colors, which isn't very angel-ish but then I was never very good at costumes! You see I was going to be the devil, but I don't have a red dress, and my friend was gonna be the angel but she doesn't have a white dress, so we swapped because I do have a white dress. But there is no way in HELL that I will be wearing wings or a Halo... seriously if you know me you know that there is no way I would be seen dead in a halo or wings! My idea was I could just wear a white bandanna round my head, but my friend said that was a stupid idea and she wouldn't let me in her house if I had a bandanna on... which I think is kinda harsh since I basically live in bandanna's!

I just had an idea, I could get some glitter spray and spray it all over me, and I will sparkle like someone sent down from heaven! How cute would that be?

Guess what I was doing today, other than trying to convince my friend I was not spending £3 on a crappy halo!

I was applying for Jobs! Yes I am growing up! Who would have thought I would work?

Anyways until next time :)

HALLOWEEN

So it is October, the month of Halloween! I love this month and I hate. I love Halloween, because partying and stuff, but I hate having to decide on what to wear... especially because I can't afford to go out and buy new stuff, so I have to work with what I've got, maybe buying one or two small things to help the costume. So I have no idea what to wear... Normally I just dress up as a Vampire or something, but I might do something different this year!

What is new this month, well college is not going to well, I have actually made myself ill over coursework... not fun! I have a constant stomach pain, because I am pushing myself, and worrying over it, and I don't understand it, and because it is coursework, once I was handed the Brief my teacher can no longer help me... so that isn't fun! Also the guy from my last post, has asked me to help him out with his work, and I was like sure, but I have no clue how to help him, like is he just gonna ask me to explain stuff that he doesn't understand, or does he want to meet up sometime and go through it, and I am just so confused!

I can officially send off my application for my Provisional driving license on December 20th, and then I can start learning to drive, so that will be awesome, because then I can just go places when I want too! I'm kinda scared about it though, because I feel like I am just going to be really bad at it, and be in a crash or something!

Today was the Russian Grand Prix Qualifying, and in morning practice, Carlos Sainz was in a bad accident and everyone thought it was going to be a repeat of what happened with Jules Bianchi (RIP), but luckily he is perfectly fine, it was a miracle really, and he is trying to persuade the doctors to let him race tomorrow, though personally I think he should sit this race out, but I guess it is up to him and the doctors really.

Has anyone else started dropping hints about what they want for Christmas yet? 5sos have just announced their new tour dates for next year and I have been trying to convince Mum to buy me tickets, I think it is going quite well :)

Until next time :)

Unicorns

I just thought I would let y'all know that I just had a conversation with a guy about graduation college with a diploma in Unicorns... Ima let y'all know how it goes, in case any of you kind souls wish to give me a hand, in the art of flirting with cute guys, because I suck at it (no pun intended)!

Him: I can imagine that *insert crying with laughter face (i have no idea how to do them on a computer)* but anyways I'm not sure if I'd be much help with the intro, but I do remember that you just write bullshit

Him: Like doesn't really mean anything

Me: Thank you... I think *insert crying with laughter face * I just couldn't remember what we were trying to find out... i'm pretty sure I made it up! And yeah i was just gonna write about magical pink unicorns instead of Bohr's theory! *insert two more crying with laughter faces*

Him: Woah unicorns are a really specialized field of study, did you graduate in it?!

Me: Totally! Got a distinction!

Him: Daaaaaammmnnnn that's impressive

Me: I know right, my parents are so proud!


There you go, that was our conversation, now if anyone want's to help me please do, because I need it!

Have a nice week :)

College

So how y'all been, school's started for most of us now! How's it going? Have you made lot's of new friends? I have... kind of! And there are a few cute guys! ;) Which I am happy about!

My lessons so far are okay, we haven't don't to much work, but I have made friends in all my classes! I kind of miss High School though! College is so different!

I got called popular yesterday... that's new! Barely anyone new who I was in high school! And now someone thought I was popular! It was nice, because I kind of wanted to be known, you know? And apparently I am 'nice and easy to talk to' I laughed in their face! Haha!

So any new songs that I like this week... not really... I have been listening to 5sos... as usual, but my new favourite song is Tomorrow Never Dies!

It's good right?? Urm... i don't have a new favourite film, but I recently watched Cry Baby with Johnny Depp, which was... different! When you watch the film, you'll get what I mean, it's kind of weird, but it's alright because Johnny Depp is gorgeous!

So you should go watch that film! And you should also watch Ghost Protocol which is mission impossible 4!

See y'all soon :)

College and other stuff

So, I'm off to college on the 14th and it is seriously freaking me out! I don't feel ready for it! And for anyone that actually reads this blog, I am in England so College is kinda compulsory, and you go when you are 16... 

I don't see how people can cope with going someplace new when you know no one, because I have had like 10 break downs over it! It just scares the hell out of me!

But anyway, music... what's new? To be honest with you, i have no idea what's new because I have only been listening to the music on my phone recently! However, I do know about Drag Me Down by One Direction, which is good!

So, how have people been coping with the recent news of them breaking up... or should I say taking a break? I personally am okay with it, it's been ages and they have basically had no breaks, almost constant touring, I think they deserve some time off, especially with Louis becoming a Father!

"A dream is just a wish that your heart makes whilst you are sleeping!" I like that, it basically means that my heart is wishing for me to date Ashton Irwin!! Which I am not complaining about... he is gorgeous and Australian! And if wishes come true it means that in the future I am going to be just fine, and that makes me happy, to know that hopefully at some point my struggles will end!

Go check out my new YouTube video... well it's not that new but, you should go check it out anyway, and also like it and Subscribe to my channel!

Calibraksa

I think everyone should go get Calibraska which is JackandJack's EP... I haven't heard it yet, but I am sure y'all will love it... Just like y'all will love my new video....

Can you tell that I am kinda bad at promoting things...?

OUAT VIDEO

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7lEo3TjNKWw

All you Oncers go check out my latest video! I am certain y'all will love it :D