Maroon 5

So, I'm kind of weird if you hadn't already noticed, anyway I listen to a lot of older music, now I know Maroon 5 aren't exactly old but not many people know their older music, my favorites of which are on the album Songs About Jane and I think y'all should go listen to it!

Wasn't that good? And of course you must know their newer stuff like Sugar, Maps, Payphone, Moves Like Jagger, and Animals!

The style of music has changed over the years, but they are still soooo good! And of course Adam Levine isn't bad looking!!

5SOS

5SOS, was amazing, we were at the first night at Wembley, and they brought someone from the audience to play guitar with Mikey, and then everyone in that Arena turned to there friend and said I hate her, but only because she was up there and they weren't, we were extremely jealous!! But she seemed really nice so I didn't really hate her!

Have some videos:

There you go, you can enjoy the experience as much as I did! We weren't there the night Mikey got hurt though! Lucky... it must have been really confusing for the people who didn't see what happened at first!

Best friends

So... I am going to see 5SOS tomorrow, it is going to be Awesome! Me, my best friend and my mum are going! It will be so good, but I was thinking today, about best friends. I think everyone needs a best friend, but there is this guy in school, he shall be named... Cal. Now Cal sees my best friend, she shall be named... Tara, as his best friend, but Tara doesn't see him as her best friend. He tells her everything, and yet she goes days without talking to him, she ignores him, and then he messages her with a big problem and she is there for him. Is that what a best friend is? Shouldn't a best friend be therefore you all the time, not jut when you are having a mental break down... and then I started to wonder, am I Tara's best friend or is she just mine? We talk every day, but I talk to other people everyday yet they aren't my best friend? I started to doubt her, and now I can't stop doubting the people around me, and I am scared that this makes me a bad person.

If I asked her who her best friend was she would say me, but if someone else asked her, I don't know if she would. I don't think I am anyone's best friend, and that makes me sad... really sad.

Everyone deserves a best friend, even the worst people in the world, because they still need someone who they can rely on when, they can no longer rely on themselves. They just need someone who they can talk to and who won't judge them. Because knowing that you are being judged as you walk down a street is one of the worst feelings, knowing that someone is looking at you and going 'Ewww', even if they weren't you still think they are, and it is horrible, and being judged is horrible. But we all still do it.

Life

So, I seem to have kind of solved my boy problem... I just stopped talking to him, it's harsh I know but as my friends know, and tell me, I am kind of mean.

Anyway, exams! Aren't they just horrible, I think I have done, 15 now and I have 3 left, so I am nearly done... Thank God! But the thing is, I don't know what to do after my exams, what do I study at college? Which college do I go to? What do I want to be when I am older? I don't know the answer to any of those questions! 

The thing is society is expecting us to make decisions that are going to effect our lives forever, yet we still have to ask permission to go to the toilet! It seems silly, they either trust us, or they don't, they treat us like adults or little kids, they hand down responsibility but they watch us constantly to make sure we make no mistake, but don't we need to make some mistakes? So we can find out who we are, and what we stand for? Not everyone is going to be the same, some people might hate college, others might love it... and me? I am so scared that I will make the wrong decision I don't even want to make one at all! What kind of person does that make me? Am I a coward because I don't want to make mistakes...? Who will I be? Could I change the world, or will I hurt it? I don't know, and I think the unknown scares everyone, but for some reason I feel like it scares me the most. 

I like this speech, even though it is from the lion king, for some reason it makes me smile, and think 'yeah we have something to live for'. We don't need to make life decisions now, yes it's nice to know, but I know everyone says it, but GCSE's don't matter as much as we think, right we need them for college but after that not many people look at them again, so smile, forget the pressure, these exams won't constrict your life.